|"Liz's Season Two Journal"
"Skin and Bones"
Disclaimer: Roswell and the characters, and situations are owned by
the WB and Melinda Metz. No infringement intended.
Summary: Well I've decide to chronicle the season from Liz's POV. So here it is.
Authors Note: The dates are made up by me. I hope you don't mind, but I just needed a timeline of sorts.
|Journal entry oneÖSept. 6th
Well Iím back in Roswell. Itís really strange to be back too. Everything looks different somehow or maybe itís just me thatís different. Iím not really sure anymore. I bought this journal at the airport in Florida, thinking I would need it when I got back. I was right. My old journal is still hidden, I havenít looked at it since before I left for Florida, it brings back too many memories.
I called Maria last night to tell her I was back and asked her not to mention it to Alex or Max. She reluctantly promised that she wouldn't say anything. She's tried hard not to mention Max too much, but I can tell she thinks I should get back together with him. I guess her and Max have become close friends over the summer. When we talked while I was away, she let it slip a couple of times that she and Max had been hanging out. I didn't expect that. I'm glad Maria has had someone here to talk to, Iím just surprised it was Max. Maria has had a tough time this summer. Michael really broke her heart when he told her it was over. And I felt so bad for leaving her here alone to deal with it, but there was no way I could stay in Roswell over the summer. I couldn't take running into Max. I need a fresh start and thatís what this new journal represents. Itís a new journal for a new year. I also have a job interview later today with Congresswoman Whitaker. I canít believe Iím going to have the opportunity to work for her, she is such an amazing woman. Itís not really a dream job for me since I want to be a scientist, but at least it gets me out of the Crashdown. I would run into Max too much if I worked at the Crashdown. Well I better get ready for my interview. Wish me luck!!
I just had my interview and I got the job. It's just office work, but the Congresswoman is really great and I have a feeling I will learn a lot from her.
I saw Max before my interview. I was waiting in front of Ms. Whitakerís office and then there he was. I was surprised, but I think I handled myself well. I think. God, it was so hard to see him. Iíve really been dreading it, which is why I told Maria not to tell him I was back. He was so, oh God I donít know how to explain it, he was sad somehow. I know he wanted me to tell him everything would be okay, that we could be together again, but I canít think about that now. I need to focus on me and he needs to focus on his destiny, which doesnít include me. He said that Tess and him werenít together. That she meant nothing to him and she never would, but she was his bride in his previous life. They were made for each other, literally. How can I be with him knowing that? He also said no Ďevil aliensí have appeared, but what if they do appear? I just canít be a part of Maxís life, not now, not ever.
Journal entry twoÖSept. 7th
I donít know what I was thinking, I can never completely separate myself from Max and the others. We are truly connected by a secret. Tonight, I helped Max look through Ms. Whitakerís files. I found out she had a connection to Pierce and maybe sheís not as amazing as I originally thought. It seems she may be in Roswell to undercover the truth about aliens. I donít want to be a part of this, but I canít let my friends down. I canít let Max down, not when he needs me. He was so upset tonight. I could tell he was terrified for Michael. He didnít want Michael to go through what he went through. He just wants it all to be over. And so do I, but will it ever be over?
Nasedo was also there tonight. He apparently had a relationship with Ms. Whitaker while he was posing as Pierce. When Max told him about the bones being found and the Congresswoman, right away he started talking about killing people. I donít trust him. I know his mission here is to protect Max and the others, but when I thought he was Max and I kissed him, I saw things that really terrified me.
Journal entry threeÖSept. 8th
The most amazing thing just happened to me. Max touched me and I saw and felt how things used to be. Everything came back. I remembered what it was like to be loved by him, to love him. Do you think itís possible that we could be together? I mean, what if there are no Ďevil aliensí out there. Iím almost afraid to consider this. Hope can be a dangerous thing. Is it possible that we can find our way back to each other? How does just his touch do that to me? I donít understand it and Iím somewhat frightened by it.
Well Maria is waiting for me downstairs, she insists I should join in on the fun, saying I need to have some fun before school starts. Of course, I donít know how much fun I will have since Tess is down there too, but I guess I need to get used to her being around. At least I know Max and her arenít together.
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