|Disclaimer: Characters created by Melinda Metz/ Jason Katims (I only own the characters I create.
Author's Note: I was supposed to be writing a mythology paper and this is what happened. I just put this out there never expecting anyone to like it. This wasnít supposed to go any farther than part one.
|Whoever said it was better to have love and lost than to have never loved at all obviously never lost his love.|
I loved. I lost. How is this better? Knowing what I have truly lost. Knowing Iíll never be truly alive again. Knowing I extinguished the light in his amber gaze. Iíll never hear his voice whispering in my ear powerful enough to shatter my body with a word. Never again will I feel his touch the only balm for my soul. His arms will never hold me in the only home Iíve ever known.
I ache for the other half of my soul. What was left behind has withered and died. Nothing to fill the gaping hole inside. Innocence canít be recaptured once it has been destroyed. It is gone forever. I destroyed his innocence, his love.
I found my soul only to destroy it. How can a person live without a soul? The living dead Iíve become.
I was shot. I died. He healed me. Iíve lived on borrowed time long enough. The boatman has arrived. It is time to pay the boatman. I cross his palm with silver.
|Index | Part 2|
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