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Missing
written by Kate Ancel

Secrets and Lies

A review of 'Missing'

by Kate Ancel

November 5, 1999

"Max, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, but I have to tell you, Liz, at this point I don't have any secrets left."

This entire episode revolved around the secrets these characters are keeping from each other: Liz and Maria keeping secrets from Alex…Liz keeping secrets from Kyle, from her mother, from Isabel and Michael, from Topulski…Topulski keeping her real agenda a secret from the kids…Max not telling Isabel and Michael about the missing journal initially…Michael and then Liz keeping it a secret that Michael had taken the journal...Liz wanting to keep the intimate thoughts in her journal secret from Max…Max feeling that he's shared all his secrets with Liz...The insight and power Michael has into Liz now that he knows all her secrets.

The power of a secret is a powerful force indeed.

Random Thoughts:

Liz is always reassuring Max that she's in control of things in her life that she really doesn't have the ability to control. How many times has she told Max that "I'm on top of this…I'm taking care of it"?

And then I realized that Max plays that same role for Michael and Isabel. They are always looking to him to be the leader, especially Isabel. That could stem from the fact that they are looking to him for reassurance that he's taking care of damage control. But the practice seems a little more ingrained than that, as if they are used to looking to him for leadership. This episode showed us yet again that Max accepts this leadership role, but it's not always an easy role for him to play.

Again in this episode we see that Michael keeps laying the guilt trip on Max for revealing their secret to Liz, even carrying it to the length of blaming Liz for knowing. To him, it's black and white…the secret should never be told to anyone else regardless of the consequences, even life and death ones. Isabel is much more compassionate of Max's reasons. She's extremely worried about the situation this puts them in, but she seems to understand without having to be told, how Max has always felt about Liz and she knows he couldn't have done anything else when faced with the prospect of her death. She doesn't like where this puts them, but she understands why they are there and doesn't seem to be blaming Max.

Max took the news of the journal very calmly, I thought. It seemed to me that he wasn't angry about it's existence because he completely understands how overwhelming this secret is for Liz and how compelling the need to sort through the whole situation externally. The same reason he didn't get mad at her for telling Maria. This secret of theirs is a huge burden and it's unrealistic to expect that she can deal with it entirely on her own. He seems to understand that she needs to be able to verbalize what's happened. After all, it's been hard for him, Isabel and Michael and they've always had each other to confide in. He also likes the one-on-one communication with Liz, and that it allows him to be closer to her and be her confidant. I think that's also why he tells her she doesn't owe him an explanation about why she wrote everything down. Interesting, too, to see that Liz is more willing for Max to believe she would misplace something that important than to accept the fact that someone may have wanted it badly enough to break in and steal it. A misplaced journal is entirely within her control to fix, but a stolen journal takes away any hope she has of controlling the situation. Our Liz is a bit of a control freak, in case anyone missed that.

But from the very beginning when she tells him it's missing, I got a sense that Max was as much interested in the contents of the journal as he was afraid that their secret was in danger. I loved the culmination of this in the final scene between him and Liz when he finally comes right out and asks her if he can see it. The dawning realization on his face as he begins to understand that to read it would let him see himself through her eyes. Since that's a gift he's already given her, he understands just exactly how vulnerable that makes you to another person. She told him all he needed to know when she said that she wanted to document the experience so when someone touches her the way Max did, she would know what it's suppose to feel like. She gave him an understanding that he holds a special place in her heart without flat-out telling him so.

Let's start with the Dislikes:

There really aren't very many of them, so let's get them out of the way.

  • Topulski really annoys me. Even for a guidance counselor, she's a nosy thing. Seems to me the kids should not set aside their initial suspicions quite so readily.
  • I classified this next one as a dislike to begin with, although I am willing to see if they go anywhere with it. The shadowy figure who beat them to Kyle's house (and presumably left the front door open) was not explored enough. We got spooky music and an all-too-brief glimpse of someone hiding in the shadows outside the house, but no more follow through. It will be a legitimate dislike if it's allowed to drop with no explanation.
  • Minor nit….wasn't Kyle even the slightest bit curious about the door being open? Are we really supposed to believe that the sheriff would leave home with the door, not only unlocked, but unlatched enough to open at a knock? Maybe I'm too much of a big-city girl to understand the security of a small town, but I had trouble with it. Especially since they made a point of adding dialogue to bring it to our attention.

Likes:

  • Max's protectiveness of Liz, both to the other two and to the world in general. He's always defending her to Isabel and Michael and trying to get them to see her in same light in which he sees her. The first words out of his mouth when it was time to tell them about the lost journal was that it wasn't her fault. He trusts her and he likes her and he wants the two people who mean the most to him in the world to feel that way about her too.

He's shown in past episodes that he's there for her when she calls and proves it again in this one by accompanying her to Kyle's house on a search and rescue mission. He knows that his presence would be awkward if he's with her when she goes to the door, so he waits patiently until it becomes clear that the house is empty and the door is open. Then he jumps in to be the first in the door in case there's trouble. Of course, I realize he has more than just a little bit at stake here too, but the romantic in me still likes that he demonstrates that protectiveness.

  • I really like that Max is showing just a bit more of a playful side to Liz. It came across especially in the scene at the vending machine and the first back room scene when he was teasing her about the conversation not really warranting the privacy of the back room.
  • Which brings me to a small nitpick….how little everyone smiles. I know they're supposed to be in this really serious situation, but come on! They're teenagers for God's sake…they need to lighten up and laugh a little on occasion. They all have great smiles….we need to see them a little bit more.
  • I can't help thinking how handy it would be in the real world to be able to tap into all those little tricks their powers allow them do. Seems like there are a lot of practical uses for a power that lets you sharpen pencils with your hand, manipulate a vending machine into giving you what you paid for when it eats your money, and erase paint strokes with a single swipe of the hand.
  • I can't help it….I get a kick out of the fact that Max works at the UFO center. The irony of that just works for me.
  • I thought Jason played the scene in Liz's bedroom wonderfully! The discomfort of finding himself in her bedroom combined with the curiosity of learning more about her in spite of himself came through beautifully.
  • I loved the scene in the diner between Michael and Liz. The flashback was handled very smoothly and the insight we gained into Michael's character was deftly delivered . I like how Michael drew things out to keep Liz nervous and off-balance before revealing that he had the journal. Possibly payback for all the hours he's spent worrying since she learned of their secret? We are made aware yet again of much he envies Max and all that he has going for him….nice parents, a nice home, security and now a nice girl who believes in him and accepts him for who and what he is. Makes me wonder if that envy will come into play down the road and be cause for more serious contention between Max and Michael. This scene was well played by both Brenden and Shiri.
  • They did a great job of showing Michael's turn-around in his regard of Liz. His obvious hostility to her in the beginning to the pleased, secret smile when Max told them Liz's journal had been returned by a 'good friend'. However much Michael may be envious of them, Liz's feelings for Max make her OK in his book. If she feels that way about Max, she must be someone they all can trust.
  • Michael's sarcastic sense of humor. How can you not love a guy who would draw a nude as a stick figure in art class to get out of an assignment?
  • And finally…what I love best about this show shone through with beautiful clarity in the final scene between Max and Liz…the incredible chemistry these two people have. It just radiates between them in every scene together, and this one was no exception. They convey the breathless wonder of the other's presence so strongly it's a physical thing. We can almost see the butterflies flying around their bellies and the thought train derail as they look into each other's eyes.

Favorite Quotes:

  • Liz: "Max, don't go Maria on me"
  • Michael: "Hey man, what's going on?"
  • Max: "Since you asked, REM sleep."
  • Max: "You saw a semi-circle?"
  • Michael: "I saw this, Max. This."
  • Max: "And what is this?"
  • Michael: "I don't know. But it's what I saw. I didn't even remember it until now. I had to tell somebody."
  • Max: "And I appreciate that I'm the one you chose to wake at 3:00 in the morning to
  • tell you've been dreaming of semi-circles. But maybe we can talk about this in the morning?
  • Max: "You said you'd be nicer to her."
  • Michael: "And you said you'd stay away from her. Call us even."
  • Max: "Someone ought to tell the sheriff the deadbolt doesn't work as well when you
  • leave the door open."
  • Michael: "And you might want to get better window locks…<pause> …for when your
  • criminals are human."
  • Liz: "How am I going to tell Max?"
  • Maria: "My advice? Over drinks."

And my personal favorite:

  • Max: "Patience, Spaceboy."

I for one am grateful this show is one secret we're all privy to.

I give this episode 4 UFOs out of 5.

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